Khitbah Day

Bismillahirahmanirahim...

Alhamdulillah..

Officially I'm engaged to Khairul Fikri Bin Fathul Rahman.

Alhamdulillah! Alhamdulillah!

Nothing else I would ask for more,

Just praise to ALLAH aza wajalla for easing our way.

Thanks to both family,

For the blessing and love.

Well,

I was praying for much too much to God.

Please sending me someone who ;

will honor me , 

will be affectionate with me, 

and help me get closer to ALLAH. 

And Alhamdulillah,

HE choose me, you.

I don't really have the answer why I choose you,

because generally, ALLAH all-knowing has HIS plan for us.

InshaALLAH.

With HIS rahmah wa baroqah,

I want unite with him in Jannah.

Last forever. 

Ameeeeeeen. 

Dear you,

No matter how many trials may come our way, remember Allah is with us every step of everyday.

Okay?

For everything there is a blessing; the blessing of the hearts is being pleased with Allah, the Almighty, the All-Powerful.

The waiting. Unstoppable.

Bismillahirahmanirahim...

Jika kau atau sesiapa sahaja yang berani untuk tanya aku apa yang aku paling mahukan pada saat ini,
I would scream, “I miss you...!!.”

I haven’t been writing much.
Not just here but everywhere.

They can take thousands of pictures of me, smiling and laughing, carefree and free.
But deep in my heart, i feel like centuries we are not connecting for each other.

Where were you?
How are you doing?
Have you eat?

Even though most nights I secretly wished that it won’t be for long dreaming.
And I want  you to come into my dream and whisper my name slightly near my ears and wake me up.

And every now, that’s why I keep on wishing the same thing every single night.
I want you to be here.

And I hope, this is not an ancient history.

I believe that you are listening to me. Praying for me. 

And still loving me as the first time you said to me.

Because there are you in me.

Unconditionally. 

Malam ini.

Bismillahirahmanirahim...

Mari saling mendoakan. Agar malaikat pun tersenyum menyedari masih ada dua manusia yang begitu jauh dan tetap saling merindukan. 

Cinta terbaik adalah ketika kau mencintai seorang kekasih
Yang membuat iman-mu mendewasa,
Taqwa-mu bertumbuh,
Cinta-mu pada-Nya juga bertumbuh.

Cinta terbaik adalah saat kau mencintai seorang
Yang membuat akhlaq-mu makin indah,
Jiwa-mu makin damai,
Hati-mu makin bijak.

Dia jadi penegur saat taat-mu luntur.
Dia jadi penasihat saat kau maksiat.
Dia jadi penglipur saat semangat-mu lebur.

Ya, dialah cinta terbaik.
Yang tak hanya ingin bersamamu di dunia,
Tapi juga ingin bertemu kembali di syurga.

Mungkin memang kadang kita dibiarkan Tuhan untuk berjalan sendirian, hanya untuk meyakinkan bahwa Dia-lah satu-satunya yang tidak pernah meninggalkan kita.

Cerita Pertama

“Dengan menulis puisi, ada rasa yang kutitipkan di sana, untuk kau baca. Dan barangkali, untuk kau coba pahami walau hanya satu kali.” 

- Tia Setiawati Priatna

Saya mungkin tak tahu semua tentang awak,

Tentang hidup awak apalagi kisah lalu awak,

Tentang hobi awak di masa lapang apalagi tempat kegemaran awak.

Saya mungkin belum kenal sepenuhnya tentang diri awak apalagi seluruh keluarga yang awak sayangi.

TAPI,

 Yang pasti saya suka ketabahan awak dan senyuman awak.

Dan saya tahu awak sangat menghormati wanita melalui cara awak.

Dan saya mungkin jauh dari awak..

Tapi awak tak pernah jauh dalam doa saya.

Awak mungkin belum kenal siapa saya sebenarnya,

TAPI,

Saya bersyukur saya kenal ALLAH terlebih dahulu sebelum mengenali awak.

Walau di mana takdir membawa jejak cinta ini,

Sama ada awak adalah pilihan ALLAH untuk saya atau sebaliknya,

Saya bahagia kerana mencintai awak seadanya bersama doa. 

Redha ALLAH lebih indah dari segalanya.

“Tuhan, bila mimpiku terlalu tinggi, rendahkan aku pelan-pelan, dan kumohon jangan terlalu membuatku kesakitan."

"Every body will taste death..."

Bismillahirahmanirahim...

ALHAMDULILLAH

another great day He gives me.

Just only a week, 

I surrounded with death incidents

ALLAHU.

ALLAH!!

Remind me that everything in this world is just temporary.

Everything is just temporary.

Nothing will remain.

Nothing.

Please.

Do help me to take care of people around me

Do help me to always looks their good side instead of the other side.

Do help me to be a good muslim.

Do help me make me strong and positive person.

ALLAH! ALLAH!!

YOU know me better than others.

Even I’m hurt,

Even I’m weak,

I want to stay strong.

I will always need YOU in my life.

Innalillah wa Innailahiraji'un..

"Dari ALLAH kita datang, pada ALLAH kita pulang.."

*Mohon sampaikan AL-FATIHAH pada kawan-kawan saya dan keluarga yang dah pergi menghadap ILAHI.